Got back my midyear results. So there was I, explaining to my phy tutor that I'd not bothered studying physics and so it was natural that I'd fail so badly, (there was an improvement of 4 marks from the last time I didn't study, though) and I think he is in denial.

I do suppose if you're a relatively new teacher, you wouldn't expect a very guai1 student to go up to you and say, "Mr Ng, I didn't study."

--flashbask--
B: Why? [points to marks] Why like that?
A: Well I -
B: Twenty five marks! [stares at A]
[silence]
A: I didn't study.
[B eyes wide]
A: I didn't study at all, you see...
B: I think it's time for you to wake up and put in some effort.
A: [shrugs] Ya.
B: [incredulous stare] There's not much time you know. Only 4 months.. yadda yadda.
A: I know~
B: [wishing it wasn't so] You might have to see the HOD.
A: Oh. Okay.
[B stares]

Oh, look I didn't do it on purpose. Would I want to toy with my tutors at my own expense? But it's my fault anyways, which is why I took a hiatus and am not going back to DnD till after A's. It kinda hurts, but then I was quite prepared for it anyway.

Oh wells. Time to pick up and go.

Actually.. I kinda like the World Cup. It's a very nice time that once in 4 years, the schools and government cuts us a lot of slack, well they can't help it, those people have hormones even behind their uncaring wall, and we can slackkkkk. Haha. By a bit only, but it's better than nothing. Like, I can do my tutorial tomorrow morning instead of tonight. Ok that's procrastination.

M was sharing very much in FUEL that night. I guess the reason why I could identify with her so much is cos somehow I still haven't recovered completely, or maybe it's just a painful past that always reminds me of the pain and fear.

Ooh yeah, I support Italy!

Talking about the world cup, Ata was asking which team I support for the finals, and I asked, "Who's playing?" ...and then stupidly asked, "Confirm already ar?"
Heys...haha I got zero point zero zero one percent knowledge of anything soccer! And I'm not gonna be a poseur and act all soccer mad. Hehe i'm just not a sporting person per se.

During Arts Day they said I did well. In fact I dunno, cos I don't think I have done my best cos I know that I could always do better next time. Always can do better in any area, that's my frame of mind after I do whatever I've done. So.. all I know is that God provided, and I went there and did it, but I still think I could have done better.

Thanks darlings all four of you for turning up! Special thanks for Yun who had to spend a day shopping all around singapore with me =) and do makeup, and accessories and hair and outfit and direct my rehearsals..lol you can be my manager already!

Therefore I'm looking forward to the prelims. Seriously. I know that I can actually pass all my subs if I study, well yea, I didn't study (again) this time. The hard part is to get down to the dirty work of studying. Just like the hard part of hip hop is to get down cos it's a low dance, not some high elegant smooth kind.

Now, the next thing I wanna do, apart from maxing my teleport and mp eater and learning drums is, uh, I forgot. -Thinks- Nevermind, I'll say what it is next time. Oh anyways I cannot access my maple account from now till end of the year cos I've asked my friend to change the password for me so that I'll never be able to get in. Hehe! Gou4 jue2 ba! Thanks God for giving me that idea, if not i'll continue to be enslaved to that stupid game. =)

YAYYYY I also discovered that I like shopping! Er. To a certain extent. And cannot wear heels. Will break my legs. Hahahaha...

Changes changes changes.

Shout Your Fame 2006
1. Joanna sings very very very well. =)
2. Dania was 3rd.
3. Joel was 4th. Hehe.

Andddd even though I was so broken and weary my Daddy's still the best. Love! When after SYF I started doubting my abilities to perform, and doubted that the song was the right one, and doubted about my 'stage presence' and vocals and everything there was to be doubted, someone from the Talentime committee called and asked how I managed to get the minus one. Which reminded me that, hey, this is what I am doing and it's right. And it's gonna be alright! =)

God above all the world in motion
God above all my hopes and fears
And I don't care what the world throws at me now
I'm gonna be all right

Hear the sound of the generations
Making loud their freedom song
All in all that the world would know Your name
We're gonna be all right

'Cause I know my God saved the day
And I know His word never fails
And I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is here